People and attitudes!!

Sometimes i wonder i whether i should be writing on this topic, but after i had these series of incidences which eventually have led me in writing this one...
After my wonderful Sunday morning, i thought the week will be more wonderful ahead... But the one who is controlling all of us ( For me its "God" may be somebody else for others) had some other plans... He is the ultimate director who creates twist and turns in his movie called "Life".... Some may believe the Him and is mastery, and some may say its sheer coincidence..For me whatever he does, there is something hidden good thing...
My last Sunday was going very normal till one incident happened... I had gone out with couple of my close friend for lunch and we spend most of the time chatting about lots of topic.. Most of them being related to our college life, how it went... The wonderful moments we shared during the classes and of course the tours ( two exactly..) we had been to.. How just "classmate" changed to "Friend" nobody was able to realise!! But those college days were one of the best thing that have happened to me, and perhaps for all of us.. As we were discussing, we happened to discuss about one of our friends who was not keeping in touch with us for some reason..And the "Master of all the Directors" had created his new twist... I incidentally got the call from the same person who we were discussing... And after that the misunderstanding started...
I felt like i should clarify, but a thought suppressed my feelings.. Perhaps that is what people called "Ego".. The feeling of "Why, i should only speak" came into mind. But then i decided i would wait till the storm calms down, before i make any attempt of "Repairing the broken relationship".
This is not the first time these kind of things had happened to me, I have seen peoples attitude change..May be i was right sometimes and may be wrong at some other time, but that is life. You learn by your mistakes, and take that experience in preventing such situations again. There was time when people used to come to me, and i have also seen the time when the same people have left me when i needed them the most. Perhaps that has made me more independent and more stronger to sail in the storm..
I have been different to different people. As a son, as a brother, as a friend, as a teacher and as a colleague, i have played different roles, and perhaps with utmost sincerity. But you know, no one is perfect in this world, so am i. I have changed as a person in due course of time, as most people do.. I feel change is the nature of life, and nothing is static.My attitude towards life and people has changed with experience, both good and bad.. Whatever it is i still love to make friends and live life at my own terms...

My first blog...

As i sit to write my first blog, i wonder what made me to write this.... Perhaps something within me wanted to express what i couldn't have expressed to any one! or perhaps i feel this is the best way of opening up myself to the world.. Today being Sunday, i have all the time in the world to think about myself... Sometimes being alone in some corner of your room actually helps in revitalising your mood. I am not good writer nor a good orator to express my self, but they will definitely improve as i move on... Here i am writing a so called "Blog", the word which i haven't heard till Aamir khan's or Mr. Amitabh bachchan's blog hit the headlines in the news channels.. But then this is one kind of media of expressing who you are.

As i sit lazily on my bed, after watching India Pakistan match till late in the night, i feel lethargic and disgusted with the result of the match.. i was banking on India to win, as most of cricket lovers in India do, but ultimately the best side won!! Now the team has to really prove its mettle to reach to the semifinals of the Champions trophy.. Cricket has always been an integral part of my life, as it would be for any person in this crazy cricket loving country. I grew up playing cricket right from my school till my engineering, although i never took cricket seriously.. Having modest talent in all the department of the game, i couldn't expect to be playing at the highest level.
As i come to conclude "My first blog", i feel this is just the start of many many good things to come..........